I jsut thought I would update this account a little as it has been a while.
Not much has been going on really, just rushing about for christmas presents, getting well annoyed at everything and eating cake.
Although for New Years I shall be heading down to Essex's to visit Thom. A nice wee break, well deserved.
I've suddenly just got lazy about typing my life up.
Stolen from that tit Laura.
1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you think?
"I wish my hair was bigger."
2. How much cash do you have on you?
35p(childs fare home tonight)
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
4. Favourite planet?
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
6. What is your favourite ring on your phone?
Uhm none, they are crap. but Merry Christmas is alright.
7. What clothes are you wearing?
blue shirt, turquoise stripey jumper, skinny jeans and my "I heart Vince Noir" badge.
8.Do you label yourself?
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing right now?
Right now, my feet are naked. But my shoes to wear home are just wee sandshoes.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
A dark room with fairy lights. nice like.
11. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Uhm, probably half asleep thinking about things.
12. What did your last text message you received say
"Morning!How are you?Xxx"
13. What's a saying that you say a lot?
14. Who told you they loved you last?
Uhm, I don't know. I haven't heard it in a long time.
15. Last furry thing you touched?
My cat I think. Although, its been a while.
16. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
Perscription stuff likes. and y'know the odd wee smoke.
17. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
18. Favourite age you have been so far?
I suppose now is alright because of someone who is about and how happy I feel at times.
19. Your worst enemy?
Myself. It can be a bit of an arse.
20. What is your current desktop picture?
At home, it is Patrick Wolf with his blonde hair : )
21. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Laura, bang me sideways"
22. If you had to choose between a million pounds or to be able to change a major regret?
SHOW ME DA MONEY!!
23. Do you like someone?
I like a few people. but if you mean it in another context, I do. With all my heart.
24. The last song you listened to?
Janet Jackson- Together Again. FIIINE TUNE!
Today is a good day :)
although, I wish Laura would tell me the SEKRETZ her and the boy share. *shakes fist*
For all you fuckers out there....
I can't sleep.
I'm really unsettled.
My tummy is making explosions.
God, I'm so lame.
I hate the way people make me feel. argh. I'm fed of sitting back and just letting people walk all over me. No-one respects me. I'm fucking invisible. I hate the fact that I know things that hurt the hell out of me, but I won't do anything about it. Because, again. I let people walk all over me. I hate how I'll sit and then I breakdown. No matter how many times I've sat there and cried my eyes out, it is still so fucking raw. Yet, I won't talk to anyone about it because I cant discuss my feelings with anyone. How can I? I have no-one to trust. Anyway, what good is it going to do, telling someone about how lonely I fucking feel. they don't have the power to change that.I'm always going to be like this. Alone and bitter. I don't like it, but I don't think I'll ever be able to deal with shit that happens in life. It'll always be there, in the back of my mind. Always.
I'm going to go pleat my hair so its like an afro for tomorrow.
Woo. So okay, Laura gets her bursary money in today(I didnt get mine, sadface) and what do we do. BUY SOME BOOZE! What a laugh. Dancing about her room, The Cure blaring. woo! What a blast. I realise I am typing/talking like an arsehole, but I am fairly drnuk, you see. But yes, Here are some photos just now if you all want to laugh/cry.(Crying is for emo kids)